My brother is dead. My sister found out last week that he had cancer. What kind of fucking cancer kills someone in a week? Knowing him, he probably kept it a secret as long as he could. I would have. I'm still trying to sort this out. I don't have words...I'm not sure I ever will.
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The loss of faith.
I suppose I should take some comfort in the fact that I never had children. There would be no way to look them in the eye, to explain the enormity of what has been lost. It's been interesting from an academic standpoint to watch an entire nation so casually shoot itself in it's collective dick. But it's no less heartbreaking. The only faith I ever had is in people. How do I deal with the loss of even that? Over the next few years, things will begin to deteriorate. You will likely be presented with a wide variety of people to blame for that, and blame them you will. Until there is no one left but you. Even then you won't face up to it. You wil
I wish I could spend more time
Doing the things I want to, rather than have to. One gets to a certain point in their lives, and inevitably asks, "WTF". More eloquently perhaps, but that's really it, when you get down to it. It could just be me...
A New Year, and a milestone...
This year will mark my 10th here at DA. I can honestly say that there is no other place on the internet that I've visited for as long, and as consistently, let alone been a member of.
I've seen DA grow, progress, and evolve into the great place it is today. In doing so, I've evolved myself. I hesitate to call myself an artist, as there are many here who lend much more meaning to the word. But everyone, to some degree or another, has artistic tendencies, and I believe they should be nurtured in everyone, if for no other reason than to allow us to appreciate art.
DA has given me, like many others, an outlet for expression. I probably owe
Swell
Finally giving Stash a go. I like it.
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